as the crow flies

in the dead of night & reality far from sight. A battle to gain a grip, watching the universe un-zip. Be careful not to tip the scale or the darkness will prevail. the veil has been removed leaving nothing more to prove. Feelings must be soothed. thought patterns must be improved. the mundane has become so toxic. the fear that you have lost it is growing stronger. the longer you play this game the scarier it gets. its becoming a nightmare of regrets. its never going to be easy & I'm uncertain of really what will please me. release me from this hell. dissolve this awful spell. it saddens me & id rather be relieved from this gravity. it baffles me that I can't be where I thought id be. its concerning me as I yearn to be next to thee but its a catastrophe. Ive fallen and I can't get up....